It confuses me.

I came acrossed a really sad blog today. It was a women, she had 6 children. One of who recently passed away on December 12th. A heavy book shelf fell on him, and it killed him. He was only three. I don't understand why innocent little babies have to be taken away from their families like that. I don't know what I would do if something were to ever happen to Emma. How could I live without her? I wouldn't even want to try. Sometime when Emma is being really crabby, I think to myself that if I could put her back in my womb for the day, a couple days, that would be great. I know, that sounds silly, and now I feel stupid. Some mothers lose their babies forever to honest mistakes, & I still get to watch Emma run around, and shes healthy. I just want to hug all these mommies who have to live everyday without their children. I just don't understand.