Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Love.



This is Angel. My Boyfriend. My Best Friend. My Future Husband. My Soulmate. The Person I tell everything to. The Person who saved me from myself. The person who knows me the best. The only person to know everything about me. He walked into my life at such an odd time. My worst time. It was definatley bad timing. But he accepted me for everything I appeared to be. And let me tell you, it wasnt great. I wasnt great. He looked passed my dysfunctional family, my cheating ways, my ignorant thoughts, my broken heart, and my worthless soul- and loved every little piece left of me. He took time to listen, to HEAR, and to put back together the girl he knew I could be again. He saved me. I never thought he would. I never expected him to. I didnt expect anything actually, from what I had already went through. I thought this would be another fling, another boy who just wants to use me for my body. I thought it was just going to be sex. And man, he was so so so so much more than that. For the first time, he wanted to wait to have sex. He wanted to know me first. He wanted to be with me first. He wanted to love me first. I've never met such an amazing man. You know the old saying 'a daddy is the only man who won't break your heart' .? Well, my dad was the person to break my heart. And Angel was everything I thought men couldnt be. I mean, I thought SOMEDAY-maybe-in 10-20 years, I'd finally, possibly meet someone worth while. Someone who truly deeply cared for me. But no, our fate had different plans for us. Fate knew I needed him now. & they let me have him. I look forward to being with him forever. I look forward to expanding our little family.

I look forward to loving him the rest of his life.

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