Something is hurting my baby. Or atleast, I think so. I believe she has reflux. But at her two month check up her ped said that's just how babies are. I don't believe babies cry this much. She coughs alot during her bottle, and gets a lot of stomach cramps and her poop is two different shades of green with some yellow seed-like things in it. This is not normal. And I'm tired of people calling my baby a crybaby because she isn't always like that. Or atleast she useto not be. She does spend most of her days crying/fussing. It's hard, so hard, to work full time and come home to such a fussy baby. I think I should take her to the doctor. But what are they gubna say? To wait it out again. I can't, I just can't sit back and watch her go through that. She's my little girl, of course I want her as happy as can be.
Two nights ago was the first night since Emma was 2 weeks(she's 16wks now) that she wanted to sleep in bed with me. It was the only way she'd sleep. Cuddled up against me. I enjoyed it actually. I love my baby and I don't mind caring to her needs right when she needs it. Does that mean I spoil her? Not even. She's a BABY. I chose to have her, so no, I won't just let her cry. Peoplesayshes learned to USE me because I tend to her right away. My question: how can a baby possibly know how to USE someone? Ridiculous. All she knows is she needs me and she needs me NOW. And I know I'm her mother and I'm going to take care of her, regardless of what people say.
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